My Heart Aches

Dear Allah,

I am really at lost now. I really do not know how to feel and what to do.
I have a father who contradicts everything he teaches and preaches.
I have a mother who does not make any change or upgrade but whines on everything.
I have brother who does not fulfill his responsibilities as a brother at all.
I have two younger sisters. One trying to start living her own life, the other, lost in her own world, getting everyone in the family into trouble. She is another Gen Y who does not have brains, not street smart and does whatever she wants. She does not give a damn to my mom's advise, even scolding. She really thinks that she's all that. She lies so often, and comfortable lying to my mom and the whole family.

I really do not know what to do.
Everything I do is wrong.
Everything seems like there are no blessings in my life.
I am so sad that I have no one to talk to.
That is why I am talking to you. Hoping that you could send someone to help me in these hard times. I am no longer that confident girl I used to be. I am very lost.

Why are there no justice in this world anymore?

Oh Allah, please help me.

If there is anyone who could assist in facilitating me on how to solve problems, please drop me an email to nor_ahmar21@yahoo.co.uk .......

I am in need of help..

aisah