i feel "light" and a little relax now and have finished my report. that's cause i ironed my clothes early today. yeah!! so free today that i have been thinking, yes again, about work. i have been asking myself questions that made me feel negative. i thought that i've thunk too much (hee hee) but then again, i realized that the asst hr manager loves to tai chi work. she's yet another lazy pig and yes, she looks like a pig. still young and yet so aunty. goodness!! her english is so bad that i thought it was a joke each time i read it.

anyway, getting back at being negative. i dont remember being such a negative person growing up. i realized that i have so much frustration at work that i have turned extra rebellious and negative towards my colleagues. well, let's not forget that i have a very kay-poh colleague and an insecure-rubbish-talker-who-cant-work-scared-of-and-doesnt-want-to-learn-technology-matured-and-very-old colleague. boy that was the longest description i've ever written *hee hee* .. i dont feel motivated at all working with my colleagues. thank god that there are other people who adore and love me. *god bless them for making my stay long*

i'm still trying to find myself in the working life. my director made a "public" comment in front of all HR-ians that "we should have HR Toastmasters club and aisah should be in it cause she loves to talk" .. That doesnt sound good but at the same time very motivating cause i'm recognized. i'm not that another worker in the office. i felt like a team player. *see, im smiling already*

smiling, yes.. already i'm thinking and organizing my thoughts on what i'm going to do tomorrow at work.

after the sharing session on the HR Summit, i felt motivated to move on. I want that positive aisah i used to be. I know i'll be just that cause that girl hasn't grown up.

LET'S BE POSITIVE!!

ahmar